esta es mi vida .. todo acerca de mí ..

15 AUGUST 2011

2011-08-15T21:09:00.000+07:00

15 AUGUST 2011

MONDAY

Hellllo0o My dearest blog..!

i'm back..!!!

miss u so damn much..=D

a lot has happened  since i shared it out here..

work..family..love life..friendship..

all has changed..

and it's all about my life..

first..

i had to thank u..my ex..

i have learned a lot from you..

learned to be patient

learned to be more rigid

i used to be yours

 but sorry..

everything's over..

i didn't meant to hurt u..

i just can't stand it anymore..

i already gave u a chance..

but nothing's changed..

so i've made my choice..

we're better off separated...

 hope this is the best way for us.. 

whatever happens, i'll always pray for u..=)

sometimes..

 we just can't force the situation according to what we wills

 Anyway..

i'm so in love with photography..

especially lomography..

it's just so vintage.!!

love the colours..

don't know why..i'm so addicted with vintage stuff...!

wish i was born in 50s =p

Photography is a way of..

feeling..

touching..

loving..

what u have caught in film,

is captured forever..

it remembers little things,

long after you have forgotten everything..

there is something i want to share..

every morning..

when i wake up..

i reach my phone..

type morning..

then send it..

but i just send it to 1 person..

dunno why..

i always think about this quotes..

"If u spend too long holding on the one who treats u like an option,

u'll miss finding someone who treats u like a priority "

yeah.that's right..

i miss it..!!

miss those times..

the time when i want something, i'll surely get it..

not in material things..

but in care.

feelings..

miss those times..

when i had someone accompanying me everyday..

when i'm sick..

when we laugh together..

trying to find the other..

but i'm stuck..

stuck with someone..

the one that treats me like his option..

someone that can make me smile and cry in the same way..

hey boy..

do u realized?

who will accompany u to anywhere u want if she doesn't have feelings for u?

u know?how does it feels when u said u interested with one of my friend?

feels like i wanna scream out loud..

"damn it..!"

when u asked me what's wrong??i smiled n said "nothing"

then i turned around n whispered "everything"

i wish i could spend my weekends with u..

even for a little while.. 

but i don't think we will

gosh.. 

if it's impossible for us..

tell me..

don't waste my time..

" Sometimes, we need to forget some people from our past..

because one simple reason..

they just don't belong in our future.."

remember that..

Life Goes On..

X.0.x.0

18 October '2010

2010-10-18T21:01:00.000+07:00

MONDAY

18 October ' 2010

Helllo0o0 my dearest blog..=D

miss u much..!!

dunno what to write..

what to share..

bcoz..

everything happened so fast n has passed..

dunno from which part should i tell first..

3 month since i last wrote..

too many things had happened...

BAD things n GOOD things..

laugh a lot n cried a lot..

that's life..

sometimes we are at the peak..

n sometimes we're at the bottom..

anyway..

i'm waiting for this friday..

22 October..

that's the time i'm getting older..

n i'm sure that's the time i'm getting more mature..=D

there's 1 of my biggest wish..

" i want to live happily ever after "

hope that wish will be come true...

this month..

i've learned something..

don't fall with someone becouse of their look,

but fall for them because of their sincerity..

coz someone's physical will change..

but their sincerity will always be immortal..

just need to regret it once..

than take it as a lesson to lead you for a better future..

Don't hate them who hurt you..

but thanks them...

why??

because of them,

you learned a lot of things..

learned to forgive n forget..

X.0.X.0

01 June 2010

2010-07-01T20:10:00.000+07:00

1 JUNE 2010

THURSDAY

HELLOOOO..!!!

i'm BACKK..!!

BLOGSOPHERE...

hmm..

is everything goes well??

so so..

miss my blog so..

too much to shared..

too many changes in my life..

my daily activities?

still the same..

besties??

still the same..

Love life??

still same...

so..

what has changed?

it's my fam appraisement about him..

now..

we can go out together..

i plan to go to Bandung with him n my fam next week...

still plan..

dunno whether can or can't..

one more..

if the plan works,

then we'll bring mojo..!!

yippiee..!!

anyway..

bout tomorrow..

it'll be 3rd month anniv for us..

me n him...

i bought him wallet..

dunno if he likes it or not..

i gave it to him yesterday..

hope he like it..=D

gosh...

today is 1st of july..

there's 30 days to go..

hope this month will ends up quickly..

just can't wait for SEPTEMBER..

HOLIDAYYY...

need refreshing..

anyway..

i'm addicted to shakira's song..

" waka waka"

she's pretty...hot...

n i never heard bad gossip about her..

one word 4 her..

FABULOUS..

don't know what else to write..

i'll be back again if i have something to share..

see u ..!!

X.0.x.0

03.05.2010

2010-05-03T18:46:00.000+07:00

03.05.2010

MonDay

just finished my dinner..

so fulll..

let's get started..

not much has happened last week..

just passed my days as usual..

work..

cinema..watch cops out..

damn funny movie...!!

hang out with my bestie n my boy....

anyway..

i got something special yesterday..

it was our 1 month anniversary..

yaps..

me n him..=)

hope our relationship will last forever..

trying to be the best for him..

we didn't celebrate it..

just accompanied him to visit his mom @ RS HOLISTIC..

which located in Purwakarta..

together with his grandma n his brothers..

then we had our dinner @ KFC Citra 2..

enjoyed yesterday..!!

i realy did..=)

there's 1 thing i wanna share..

i think..

i can't stand anymore working there..

trying to find new job..

is there any vacancies? =p

tomorrow i'm going to watch IRONMAN 2..

can't waittt..!!

i keep thinking..

keep wondering.

dunno why..

hurts inside..

i'm going to upload few pics @ facebook..

check it there..=)

X.0.x.0

22.04.2010

2010-04-22T21:39:00.001+07:00

22.04.2010

THURSDAY

it's almost a month i didn't write on my blog..!!

hehhe..

there's a lot lot lot things i wanted to share..

hmm..

started from my Love Life..

still remember the words that i have ever written in my blog before?
" Love the one who treat u well, n Leave the one who made u sad "

yaps..

i did it..!!

u've won my heart..XD

LoVe u...=)

then..

bout my fams...

got new members in my fams..

guess what is it???

tortoiseeee...=)

my dad bought it..

seems like mojo loves it..

i don't know whether it was male or female..

so just called it tortoiseee..

welcome to our familyy..

i haven't take a pic of it yet,,

soon i will..=)

bout friendshipp..??

tomorrow..

we've plan to meet up..

having our dinenr @ lekko..

then go to bengawan solo...

miss them so muchh..!!

Wenny..Vonny..Mer..Kitty..Lerry..Pia..

See u guyss..=)

miss my boy...

T_T

can't wait for SATURDAY..!!!

anyway..

dunno why..

i miss highschool n uni life lately..

miss my friends..

miss those times..

miss my bestiess..

hope we can meet up soon..!!

Nites..

X.0.x.0

29.03.2010

2010-03-29T20:41:00.000+07:00

29.03.2010

MONDAY

" Love the one who treat u well n Leave the one who made u sad "

i'm very tired lately..

less rest..

but i'm happy..

i guess i've found someone..=)

but i'm not sure..

just wait for the right time then..=)

today my parents come back from medann...

cihuyy..

miss themm..=)

this month..

i've waste a lot of money..

goshh..~~

can't wait for next month..

anyway..

i feel sucks today..

i wanna cry..

but i can't..

gonna upload pic soon

@ fb..

Nites..

X.0.x.0

16.03.2010

2010-03-16T23:13:00.000+07:00

16.03.2010

TUESDAY

fiuuh...

today fell better..=)

Vonny came to my hoz..

brought me breakfast..=)

chit chat..

play piano..

then later she went to waterbom with her sis n her bf..

SAD..

can't join them..

coz still sick..

@ noon.

i went to my brothers coffee shop..

i brought mojo too..

stay for a little while..

then vonny n denny come to join..

goshh..

what happened with facebook today???

it took so long for upload photo..=(

but all my photos uploaded..

check it on my facebook..

http://www.facebook.com/iolana.leilani

tomorrow morning i'm going to have my blood test again..

gonna sleep earlier..

Nites..

X.0.X.0

15.03.2010

2010-03-15T21:00:00.000+07:00

15.03.2010

MONDAY

woke up early..

go to the lab..

check my blood..

today's the 5th day i didn't go to office..

after took blood..

i went to Pasar MK..

had my breakfast,..

NASI TIM..=)

then back home..

bathe myself..

then online..

searching for jeans hotpants..

hhehe..

n waiting for my blood test result..

i got the result @ 4..

when i see the result..

there's nothing happen with my trombosit..

so i was not affected by dengue fever n typhoid..

it's just my leukocytes got increase..

so i went to Dr. Valentin..

he said i'm fine..

just had infection..

it'll be okay..

remember to take my medicine..

when i was home..

start chat with someone i don't even know who is he/she..

Moonchild.savior..

who r u??

told me bout my ex, Mr.A..

then u said u know CL..

gosh..

today i just chat again with him..

Mr.A..

but i think he mad at me now..

dunno..

these 2 days..

i cried a lot..

remember of Mr.A, n another one..

Mr.I..

goshh..

both of them completely make me sick...

why still remeber both of them? =(

last night,one of my friends,

Malvin..

told me..

" don't make your self fall to another foolish thing "

it's bcoz of i always try to talk to him < Mr.i>

but he never ans me..

if he ans me, just yes no..

or yea something like that..

gosh..

am i bothering u??

just tell me..

so i know what to do..

n for Mr. A..

i just read your status on BB..

" Why i must go back to my unhappy life with her? stupid me.. "

if u really think so,

just tell me..

no need to post it on your status..

too tired today..

Just hope i'll be okay tomorrow..

Nites..

X.0.x.0

13.03.2010

2010-03-13T09:38:00.000+07:00

13.03.2010

SATURDAY

i have no news these days..=(

bcoz of sick..

fiuhh.,.

FEVER + COLD + COUGH + HEADACHE = COMPLETELY SICK..=(

since Wednesday..

haiishh.

till now still sick..

i'm going to RS PLUIT later..

today...

but dunno what time..

hope i'll recover soon..

PRAY for me..=)

X.0.x.0

08.03.2010

2010-03-08T20:43:00.000+07:00

08.03.2010

MONDAY

What a bad day...??

First..

My BB trackball stuck..!!

2nd,

i woke up late...

3rd..

workingg n just reached home @ 7.30 PM..

then..

when i came back home,

then have a fight with my mom..

COMPLETE..!

DaMN MONDAY..!!

07.03.2010

2010-03-07T18:13:00.000+07:00

07.03.2010

SUNDAY

Fiuhh..

So tired today..

woke up @ 10..

Vonny woke me up..

we went to eat DIMSUM..

@ KING'S PALACE PIK..

then i accompanied her to Rudy Hadisuwarno saloon @ PLUIT VILLAGE..

i cut my hair too..

hope i'll get my GOOD LUCK started from today..! =)

Miss Mojo so muchh..!!

Last night he stayed @ My bro's GF hoz..

huks..

bout Last night..

just went to my bro's coffee shop..

met my bro's fiends n my friends came too..

chit chat til' 00.00..

soooo sLeepy..

n again..

there was someone disappointing me..

till when u'll keep disappointing me?

no need to reveal his name here..

just hope someday he'll realize..=)

X.0.X.0

05.03.2010

2010-03-05T20:49:00.000+07:00

05.03.2010

FRIDAY

fiuhh..

what a boring dayy...

wake up..

work..

then just stay @ home..

play with mojo..

then online..

i feel very disturbed with him..

the guy that chat with me this few days..

gosh..

my senior @ Permai..

What does a "MAN" means if he can't respect a "WOMAN"???

Last night..

i msg him..

but again..

no reply..

=`(

i guess..

it's time for me to give up..

yapp..

it's been so long..

can't stand anymore..

just try to find the others...

hope i can..=)

nites..

X.0.x.0

03.03.2010

2010-03-03T21:46:00.000+07:00

03.03.2010

Wednesday

Miss my blog..!!! =)

Too much has happened to me lately..

am i insane?? =(

"still can't forget it all after 5 months have passed.."

Dear God..

why he was always there in my mind??

please send me someone..

someone who can take his place in my heart...

3 days ago,,

i talked to him on the phone..

it was ther 1st time we talked again since Sept 2009...

HAPPY..!!

just slept for about an hour..

then i must go to work..

i hope he contacted me,

but in fact..

i was actually disappointed..

i contacted him by BBM...

but he didn't reply me..

until now..

i've tried to forget him..

but i can't..

no one can replace him..

dunno why..

Am i going back to the OLD me??

which often unhappy??

i can'T stand it anymore..=(

HELP me..

4 Feb' 2010...

2010-02-04T22:44:00.000+07:00

4 Feb 2010

THURSDAY

hoLLaaa..!!

i'm back..

after bath..

fiuhh..

if only we were still together, today is the 2nd month anniv...

but it's okay..

today is so tireddd....

i woke up late..

aaa..

when i woke it's already 7.10..

usuallny i wake @ 6.30..

gosh..

so i get ready immediately..

i arrived at the office @ 8.26..

thanks God i'm not late..

after work,

i went to my bro's cafe..

saw them preparing for the grand opening..

they asked me to try their beverages..

the official opening date is on this 22 Feb..

i'm going to help them later..

Last nite...

i hang out with Willyng n Herman..

suddenly they phoned me..

n they just gave me 15 min to get ready..

gosh..

we went to emporium..

it was fun going out with them..

herman??

he change a lot..

but still..he's a funny guy..

3 of us had our dinner @ PIZZA..

we planned after PIZZA,we'll go to PM

but it's already late..

so i must back home..

before my mom phoned me n shouted @ me..

anyway..

bout' my love life..

i've made a decision..

just hope he will get the best..

so do i..

even though we're separated,i hope we are still friends...

X.0.X.0

31 Jan 2010

2010-01-31T23:12:00.000+07:00

31 Jan 2010

SuNDaY

here i am writing this blog..

back to reality..

back to my old habit..

share what happen in my life recently...

got many stories to be share..

good things n bad things..

i'm going to share the good things first..

i'm losing my weight..!!

8kg..=)

n my hair has grown longer n longer..

the other things that made me happy was..

my mom n my dad are going to accompany me to SG on sept..

already bought the tickets..

but it all vanished yesterday..

yap..

i broke up with Mr.A..

hmm..

too many diferrences between us..

he wanted me to stay home..

but i can't..

why?

coz i need some refreshing..

i work from 8.30 in d morning till 4.30..

so i only can go out at night..

he didn't like it..

i ever promised him..

i will obey him..

i've tried..

but i can't

when i told him i can't keep the promises..

he started act strange..

back to his old habit..

smoking..

i hate it..

it hurt me when i saw him smoking @ webcam..!

then having fun with his friends..

our relationship began to sprawl..

what hurt me the most is .

when he told me that he dance with his friend..

then suddenly..

no need to xplain it here..

i never told him i cried a lot since he started to smoke again..

.i didn't ban him..

coz both of us had our agreement..

he would never ban me,so do i..

then..last night..

i told him i can't stand it anymore..

still love him?yap..

but i think..

how long can i cover up this feelings from him??

it's hurts both of us..

we act like nothing happened..

but deep inside,i know he hurts too..

i told him..

i'm going to send him all stuff that i bought for him..

n u know what he said?

"just buried it.."

gosh..

can u appreciate what i give??

i feel lost..

i'm losing him now..

4ever..

his mom still text me..

asked bout my condition..

i had asked her mother for help..

help me to keep those stuff for Mr.A..

his mom agreed..

but suddenly she said she can't..

coz Mr.A told her not to kept stuff from me..

eveything is clear enough now..

i'm not going to find him again..

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

who am i to judge you on what u say or do ?

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

Now i need to do it all alone...

today i passed the day with my fam..

we went to TA..

i bought tartan trouser @ zara..

love it..!!

i hope time can heals my pain..

nite.....

X.0.x.0

06.01.2010

2010-01-06T21:26:00.000+07:00

06.01.2010

Wednesday

TODAY??

SUCKS...!!

i woke @ 4..

bbm with my boy..

he's @ hospital..

get injured bcoz of an accident..

keep accompany him until he got the result..

n i don't think it's a good result.=[

bcoz of i am a kind of a sloppy girl..

so i strated to cry..

dunno why..

i am very afraid of losing him..

sad..??of course..

why??

1. bcoz of that accident..injured him..

2. i was not there..so i can't look after him..

3. i can't even accompanied him on the phone or BBM..

coz i got a lot things to do @ office..

i started to think someone there,

i mean the girl who like him..

she will try to get close with him,,

try to give more attention..

hmm..

jealous???yes i am...!

but..

i can't do anything..

just put my trust in him..

he wouldn't cheat on me..

we didn't communicate much today..

just read his status on BBM..

makes me cry..

am i pessimistic?

yap..

too afraid of losing him..

i miss him...

who always mad @ me when i did something he doesn't like..

who always there for me..

not like now..

i feel like he stay away from me..

maybe it was only my assumption..

hope so..

miss the old Mr.A..

T_T

GET WELL SOON..

MWACX..

HUG...

X.0.x.0

25.12.2009..=)

2009-12-25T22:37:00.000+07:00

25.12.2009

Friday

Everybody knows today is Christmas Day..

but for me,there's something more special..

that is..

my babe bday..

i can't give him stuff..

coz he's far away there..T_T

so i just say happy bdae to him..

n i record a voice clip..

played piano..

then sent it to him..^^

Today i went to TA..

with Lerry n Wenny..

met Lerry friend there..

probably someday will be her bf..=p

then Vonny Denny Depie came..

we ate @ popeye..

after that we went to inul fiesta..

KARAOKE..=)

then suddenly Wenny came back from shopping..

she bought me long sleeve cardigan..!!!

Love it very much..

i'm very happy today..=)

Wenny told me to join them on 31st of December..

we will go to Pisa Cafe..=)

she already booked for 10 people..=)

tomorrow i gotta work..

dunno until what time..

tomorrow is Holly's weddings day..

i hope i could be there..

but we'll see later..

coz i had to work..huhu..

24.12.2009

Thursday

Today i got surprised..!!

My babe told Wenny to sent me a bucket of roses..=)

i'm sorry that i mad @ u yest..

Luv u..=)

always..

@ night,

i went to PV..

to anna salon.

alone..=(

sucks..!!

then having dinner with my brothers n their gf @ home..

23.12.2009

Wednesday

i watch AVATAR today..

with Denny n Vonny..!!

damn great movie..

it's a long movie..

4 thumbs up..!!

write again 2morrow..

NItes..

x.0.x.0

20.12.2009

2009-12-20T21:55:00.000+07:00

20.12.2009

Sunday

this morning i was veryy bad mood..!!

MAD to the MAX..!!

Grr..

woke up in d morning..

@ 6..

dunno what to do..

decided to took mojo for a walk,

but no one accompanied me..

so i didn't,..

then i gotta bathe him..

combed..

powdered..

n tied his hair..

he was very peevish...

grrr..

damn tired..>.<

OMG..

it's already 2 p.m..

i must get ready..

before wenny pick me up..

coz we gonna watch " bodyguard n assasin " @ 4.45 in empo..

she picked me up @ 4...

we went to foodcourt @ emporium..

i ate " baso afung "

n suddenly my phone rang..

it was from Cherry Len...

evidently,

she was @ my front..hahaha..

i didn't realize it until she called me..

i must finished my food quickly coz it's already 4.30 PM..

fortunately,

we haven't late for the movie..

fiuuhh..

it was such a great movie..!!!

based on true story..

history about china..=)

after movie,

i bought wheat bread for tomorrow..

n finally i arrived home @ 8..

that's all for today..=)

nites..

miss my babe..

X.0.x.0

19.12.2009

2009-12-19T20:57:00.000+07:00

18.12.2009

Friday

i'm not going to office..

coz it's HOLIDAY..^^

i woke up then fed mojo..

after that,

accompanied my brother to market..^^

@ 11,

wenny n vonny picked me up..

then we went to PIK hospital to visit Kitty..

she had just finished an appendectomy..

hope she'll get well soon..

so we can hang out together again..

LEKKO,KARAOKE, SOUR SALLY..^^

after visitting Kitty,

we went to fresh market..

bought drinks..

so thirsty..>.<

then i go with wenny to her home..

n we went to PLUIT VILLAGE..

met Lerry n her friend,Fel there..

her friend is a DJ..

cool..^^

then wenny must go home with her bf..

me??still stay @ PV..

waiting for my brother to pick me up..

coz his gf gonna treat us coz of her bdae..

so i stay @ PV with Lerry n Fel..

they accompanied me..

we chatted a lot..

laugh a lot..

happy..

@ 4..

my brother picked me up..

went back home..

played with mojo for a while..

then having bath..

n i'm ready to go to empo..

we ate @ X.0. suki..

yummy..

delicious..

TOM YUM..!!slluurrpp..

we really enjoyed our dinner..

19.12.2009

Saturday

working working..

huhuhu..

so busy....

i can't chat with my boy..huhu..

but i need him to understand..

bcoz it's my job n can't be left..

i went home @ 5..

too tired today..

so i decided to stay @ home tonight..

waiting for his call...^^

NItes..

X.0.x.0

~16.12.2009~

2009-12-16T20:27:00.000+07:00

16.12.2009

Wednesday..

Today?

just working..

went back home..

played with mojo..

i think i made him sad..

i'm sorry..

i didn't mean it..>.<

a lot had happened these 3 days..

n the most made me shock..

my bf is wenny's classmate @ primary school..

n her mom n his mom were friends..

hahaha..

n wenny's mom willing to help me o ask permission to my mom..

hope it works..>.<

just pray..

if my mom didn't allow me to,

i would beg,..

i'm begging u GOD..

Nites..

X.0.x.0

13.12.2009...

2009-12-13T15:19:00.002+07:00

12.12.2009

SATURDAY

today is Jeny's birthday..

my brother's gf..

so Last night i accompanied my brother to take the cake in empo..

then we went to superindo to buy the candles..

in the morning,as usual..

i went to office..

my brother pick me up @ 3..

n pick up Jeny too...

we gave the cake n the present to Jeny..

we bought syal, bag n overall shirt for her..

hope she like it..

@ night..

one of my brother's friends, bLack, birthday..

so he invited us having dinner @ PIK..

we ate seafood..hihi..

then we decided to watch a movie..

midnight..

@ PLUIT JUNCTION..

oLD DOGS..

when i first heard it, i thought it was a movie about a dog "puppy"

but it wasn't..haha..

my friends said it was a extremely funny movie..

but i don't think so...

GRRR..

i was so sleepy...

i almost fell asleep..>.<

i arrived home @ 1..huaaa..

13.12.2009

SUNDAY..

woke up @7..

fed Mojo..

then back to sleep..

really woke up @ 9..

then wash mojo's stuff...

n prepared breakfast..hihi..

after that,

grooming pet centre's worker came to groom mojo..

almost 3 hours...

goshh..

now mojo looks very great.

hihi..

thanks..=)

he's sleeping now..

i've got a plan tonight..

it's having dinner @ pizza hut..

with my brothers..^^

maybe Denny n Vonny will come to join us..

we'll see soon..

PS : for Mr.A..thanks 4 d relationship invitation..=)

L.0.v.E

X.0.x.0

START FROM TODAY.!!

2009-12-10T19:14:00.000+07:00

i woke @ 4 today..

can't sleep again..

dunno why..

so i email with my bf and play with mojo..

then i browsed my fb..^^

anyway..

starting from today..

i'm on DIET..

hihi..

didn't eat rice..!!

wish me luck..=)

hope i can do it..!!

nothing much happened today..

went to office..

lotsa thing to do..

busyyyy..

lil' bad mood..

becoz of..

" woman's thing "

HUH..

i miss my old friends..!!

FINELLA

JILLY

JUJU

DONA..

Miss them so much..

Finella went to aussie to continue her lecture..

Jilly n Juju went to Malay..training..@ Hotel..

Dona still @ Jakarta...

but it's been long time i didn't meet her..

huaa..

Miss them a lot..

especially the moment i spent with ju" n jilly..

3 of us ride 1 motorcycle..hahah..

funny..!!

i never ride motorcycles since they went to malay..

can't wait for the moment we'll spend together again..!!

KARAOKE..^^

come back hurry..!!!

i think i'm going to sleep earlier tonight..

i hope i can..^^

NITES..

X.0.x.0

BAD DAY..>.<

2009-12-09T20:56:00.000+07:00

i'm feeLing down LateLy..

dunn0 with whom i should share..

too many thoughts...

just hope everything will be alright..

facing each day with a fake smile..

trying not to shed a tear..

but couldn't resist it..

X.0.x.0

06.12.2009

2009-12-06T21:08:00.000+07:00

5 Dec '09

SatuRdaY

Yesterday got nothing to do..

so i just stay @ home..

@ night,

i went to eat pizza..

with my brothers..

n one of their gf..

i was so full...

>.<

6 Dec '09

SuNdaY

i woke up @ 6..

got many plan for today..

first,

i fed mojo..

then wash his stuff..

after that,

i get ready to be picked up by ahenk n mer..

we went to vonny's house..

then..

we ate dimsum @ SANDS..

yuummyy...!

i ate a lot..

veryyy fulll..

@ noon,

i joined mer ahenk n his friends..

to gading..

happy puppy,..

then planned to watch " ninja assasin"

they already bought the ticket..

but unfortunately,

i must go home..!!

bcoz of my mom..

haiishh..

i was very upset..

huks..

feel very guilty >.<

i wanted to go home by taxi..

but they didn't allow me..

so the drove me home..>.<

then they back again to gading..

i'm sorryyy..>.<

now,i'm waiting my bf call me..

he's still sleepingg..

wake up wake up...

misss u...^^

NITES

X.0.x.0

04 Dec 2009...

2009-12-04T22:01:00.002+07:00

04 Dec ' 09

MOJO B'DAE..^^

* happy bdae MOJO..Mommy LoveS u..^^ *

i woke up late today..

then wenny n vonny came..

i took a shower n prepare myself..

then went to office...

@ lunch time,

me n my friends went to palem..

i bought a small cake for mojo..

can't wait to celebrate it..hihihi...

after work,

i went to vonny's hoz..

chit chat for a while with her n wenny..

before that,i was going to take my softlens..

blue colour...

gonna wear it tomorrow..

i arrived home @ 7..

took a bath n had my dinner..

then..me,my brothers n their GF,

celebrate MOJO's bdae together with me..

one of them took their puppy too..

MUPY..

well..

i got a lot of mojo n mupy's pic..^^

here they are..

* make a wish *

* slurrpppp*

* yummy *

* enjoying together *

* Mupy : "i'm full" *

* i want that cake !!! *

* hurry2..can't waittt !! *

* Mojo says : i wanna..!!that's my cakeee..!! *

that's all 4 today..^^

Mommy loves u MOJO..
Mwacxxx..

X.0.x.0

3 Dec 2009

2009-12-03T21:17:00.000+07:00

29 Nov...

went to empo..wid billy don n rc.

ate KFC..

wait for denny n vonny..

then bought cake for wenny's bdae @ secret recipe..

cheese cake..yummy..!!

30 Nov..

Wenny's Bdae..

2 Dec...

Finally..

i watched NEW MOON..^^

great movie..

3 Dec..

after work,

i went to buy softlens..

i bought the blue ones..^^

then i stayed @ wenny's house..

chit chat with her..

told her about Mr.A..hihihi..

dunno what else should i write..

so i'll write again maybe tomorrow..^^

X.0.x.0

26.27.28

2009-12-03T20:29:00.000+07:00

THURSDAY

26.11.2009

thursday???as usual..went to work..
^^

FRIDAY

27.11.2009

~ otw to PI ~

went to PI GI n EX..

with Billy Rc n aLink..

shopping

met Cherry Len n her sis..,Irene..

SATURDAY

28.11.2009

had dinner with friends @ jemahdi..

then went to NAV..

n i POOL..

LOVE THIS SONG..!!

2009-11-26T20:08:00.001+07:00

Michael Buble

" Haven't Met u Yet.."

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

X.0.x.0

BETTER DAY..^^

2009-11-25T19:44:00.000+07:00

25 Nov'09..

today is better than yesterday..

last night i cried so bad..>.<

speechless when he phoned me..

dunn0 wht to say...

tried to be stronggg...

hihiih..

well..

he didn't give up.

tomorrow he will call me

n he will talk to my mom..

hope all goes well..

afraid of many things..

but..

what ought to happen, would happen..

so i should face it all..

just hope that everything gonna be alright..

i've told my mom that he wanted to talk with her..

then my mom said okay..

fiuuh..~~

now he's still sleeping..

gonna tell him later..

btw,

for someone who sent me email just now..

Moonchild Savior..

it was a long email..

thanks 4 cheer me up..^^

i even don't know who are u.

but i like the way u think..

thanks 4 supporting me..

i love all the songs..

i'm writing this blog while listening to songs that u sent to me..^^

btw..

don't be prejudiced against Mr.A..

He also didn't want to make me sad..

'll wite again tomorrow..^^

NITES

X.0.x.0

WHY DOES EVERY MOMENT HAVE TO BE SO HARD??

2009-11-24T19:59:00.000+07:00

i'm back...^^

time to share..

hiihih..

I feel very happy lately

i thought it would for a long time..

but all vanished today

PERFECTO..!!!

almost a month i didn't cry like now..

HATE this situation..

GRrrrR..

Back to : full day of sadness..

T_T

i'm going to lose him..

this is not the way i expected..

i hope he understand..

am i playing with his feelings?

NO..

i feel veryyyyy sad now..

Yesterday

i got a plan..

i'm going to buy something for his birthday..

hihiih..

just wait..=p

i hope what i will say to him tonight,

will not change everything..

i mean..

i don't want him just get away from my life..

arrghh..~~

dunno what should i do..>.<

i'm not sure with my decision..

once i made a mistake,

there would be no way to fix it..

i hate to chose..

but life is full of choices..

i wish i could fullfill your will..

meet @ SG..

i'm sorry i can't make it..

sorry if i wasting your time..

although we can't meet,

i hope u're still going to stop smoking..

it's for your own health..

I HOPE U GET THE BEST..

X.0.x.0

LoneLinesS..>.<

2009-11-18T21:52:00.000+07:00

Wednesday..

18.11.2009..

Today i woke up n started my day with loneliness..

why??

coz starting today he's gonna go to the mountain for a project..

for 2 weeks..

huhu..

we will not communicate for 2 weeks..

Today,at work,

i didn't receive any sms from him..

i got a phone rang few times,

i thougt it was him..

but it wasn't..

it was from my brother..

he told me that there is a package for me..

OMG..

it was the package sent by Mr.A..^^

he bought me a sweater, candies n card..^^

i MisS him soo..>.<

Today i plan to watch the movie "2012"

but again..

all tickets SOLD..

arrghh...

Btw..

Congrats for Denny n Vonny..

for 1 year anniversary..^^

hope u guys will last forever always..

Denny took meku to my house..

Meku is a female shitzhu puppy..

already 3 y.o...

she palyed with mojo..

so funny..

hihi..

there's no more to be written..>.<

just wanna say..

i LOVE all d stuff that u gave to me,,

thanks a lot..

I MISS U..

call me when u're home..^^

i'm waiting 4 u

X.0.x.0

16.11.2009..~~

2009-11-16T19:19:00.000+07:00

16.11.2009

i was super busy yesterday..>.<

went to PV..

to salon..

then my brothers pick me up..

we went to emporium..

carrefour..

then vonny called me..

she asked where am i?

she wanted come to my house..

after shopping,

i went back home..

vonny n his boyfriend came..

we went to empo again..~~

we met merlinda there..

went to empo just for having dinner..

then we moved to PV..

again..~~

karaoke...^^

already 21.30..

vonny's cousin n his friend followed us to tekko..

i arrived home @ 12..

talked on d phone with Mr.A till 1...

then i'. ready to sleep..!hihihi..

today i just went to work..

arrived home @ 5..^^

merlin n ahenk asked me to watched 2012 together tomorrow..

i'd love to..

but i think i can't..

hhuhuh..

i want to watch that film..!!

MUST WATCH..!!!!

X.0.x.0

15.11.2009..~~

2009-11-15T08:54:00.000+07:00

LAst nite i didn't write blog..

know why???

not feeling well..

i slept @ 9..

haha..

very tired.

hmm..

yesterday Len said that i had to meet her BF to solve the problem..

whattT?

i have once thought it was a problem..

but for now??no longer..

it has become the memories of the past..

no need to be discussed again..

coz at first, i didn't want to discuss what had happened..

she wanted to know..

she asked,i answered..

that's all..

i don't want to get involved with that again..>.<

I have my own life..
I also have my own problems..
so I do not want to be involved in other people's problems..

that's it..

i have many plans today..

i'll start today with a smile..=p

BYE BYE SADNESS

x.0.x.0

FridaY the 13th..>.<

2009-11-13T23:50:00.000+07:00

Dunn0 h0w to start to tell about today..

too many thoughts in my mind..>.<

Last night,

i went to PV..

ate sushi..

one of the guest took 3 puppies with her..

MALTESE, MINIATURE SCHNAUZER n SHIHTZHU..

very cute,.,..!!

then me n my friends approached them..

the most friendly was the maltese..

very cute..

arrrghh..

wannaaa..!!! >.<

after having dinner,

we went to karaoke..

2 hours..

i arrived home @ 11..

then Mr.A call me..

hihihi..

we phoned until 1..

then i went to sleeppp..

zzz..

TODAY

i started my day with my daily activities..

WORKKKKK,,,

very tired..

but i got email from Mr.A

He sent me Mr.NOtepad...^^

Still remember the boy that i've ever talked about?

the boy that i said just let it be part of memories?

is u forgot,so just read all my blog..

started from sept..^^

i was BBM with his girlfriend today,

i knew her too....

we've chatted several times..

talked about puppies..

btw,her name is Len..

she said that she will go to empo tonite with his boyfriend...

then she asked me about my closeness with him before

@ first,

i didn't want to tell her..

but it just happened..

but i didn't tell her in detail..

she wan't to know..

so i told her to ask her BF..

then he asked her BF..

u know what?

he lied..

Len asked me..

she wanted to know from my side..

then i started thinking..

if i told her the truth,

will she believe me?

i don't think so..

furthermore,

i am not the type of woman that like to ruins other people relationship..

so,

if he can convince her,

so just go on..

no need to know what had happened between me n him in d past..

i just hope he really love her..

if he don't,

then he's really JERK!

hmm..

it's late now..

gotta sleep..

tomorrow must work...!

NITES..

X.0.x.0

11.11.2009

2009-11-11T20:12:00.000+07:00

11.11.2009

19.40

That's the time i wrote this blog..^^

TODAY??

hmm..

as usual,,

work work n work..

but time passed quickly today..

woke up with full energy..

dunno why..

hihihi...

my brother n his girlfriend pick me up..

they brought mojo..

happyyy...^^

then i accompany my brother's girlfriend to OPTIK KARISMA..

she bought softlens..

she asked me to help her choose the colour..

she wanted brown lens like mine..

but when she tried it on,

the colour wasn't suitable for her..

then she tried another one..

she looked gorgeous on green..^^

then we went back home..

having our dinner...

then i took a bath..

after that,

i write this blog..^^

hmm..

i guess i have changed..

someone did it..

one of my friends wanted to introduce me to her friend..

but i was not interested at all..

u know why??

all b'coz of now i stuck with someone...=)

no need to know who is he..

still a mystery..

someday,his name will appear in this blog..

now?i don't think it's the right time..

so just wait if u really want to know..^^

i love a MAN..

not a BOY..

a MAN who think ahead..

knows what will he do...

responsible for all his actions..

know how to love a woman..

not playing with their feelings..

respect each others..

open minded..

i will wait for you

it's all because i believe in u..^^

X.0.x.0